Tween Living

Stalker-much.

Just bcoz I can’t forgive myself for what I did yesterday, I kinda used my stalking skills to know more about my trainer [which is bad, i know]. Got her FB, Friendster, Multiply, and LJ accounts but still I wasn’t able to answer my question, “How old is she?”. Probably coz all her profiles were set to private. So, as a desperate move, I checked her Twitter account and found T-H-I-S.

“F*ck me now, right?” Gawd, I’m such a chicken. :’( I wanted to retweet/reply but I can’t let her know I tried google-ing her. The more I won’t get the job. Sh*t.

Though I really want to mention them here, I fear that if I do, it’d just make things more complicated than it is right now. But just for the sake of not making this post as vague as it already is, here are some hints and bits of my mistakes today:

• Broke my rule of not texting you FIRST.
• Ruined my chance of getting hired at this online job I’m applying for [RareJob] by hanging up to my trainer at the start of my mock lessons [I kinda chickened out]. I had to reschedule the training next week. I just hope I’ll nail it next time. 
• Caught by the “parents” of **** having my daily-dose-of-C outside our house [they’ll never trust me again]…

Those are just a few of my misfortunes/mistakes today. I want to write one more but I guess, it’d be pretty much obvious. I’ll just leave it like this. Haha! :P

Just had a phone interview with a rep from RareJob. Sh*t.

I didn’t know what to do. Although, I admit, I was expecting the call today coz they called me yesterday and I just told them it was a bad time and should just call me again today but I sure was not ready earlier. Tried not answering the call but I guess I really need the job. So, yeah… F*ck me now, okay?

The interviewer [she] was supposed to ask me only 5 questions but asked me six, instead. As expected, like in most interviews, they asked pretty much the same lame questions. Blah, blah, blah,… Then before the call ended, she asked me when to schedule my training and thought of maybe doing it this Wednesday. But, hell, i’m not to schedule anything this week. So I told her i’m pretty much tied up this week and asked if we can just schedule the training next Monday. Good thing she agreed.

Hope I get accepted.